|  Itz been a while since I last Heard Mai ♥ Song. SO I want a Guy who can sing it bakk to me without thinking twice. No mess upz, No Due overs, No I'm sorry I forgot. Iz that to Hard to ask for ?? =======================================
&& Yet after Mai whole 8th grade && Furthermore Life of Searching I think that I've actually found sumthin Close to that. Buh Iz it gonna last ? lolz. Yea I know itz silly && all buh sumtimez I question maiself. Am I wat he needs? Am I gonna be the one that makes him happy. Will I be the one of the Females that he thinks about when he wakes up every mornin? Itz Freakin stupid of me buh I've been happy for the Past Month && 3 weeks ( 2 Months Jan. 8th ). && itz not one of those "Itz bekuhz yooh were single for a while && yoohr fallin Fast kuhz yooh dun wanna be single again". Really itz Not like that. lolz. :] I hate when pplz Tell me that. ITS FAKE STATEMENTZ like that that make people lyk me wanna go crazii. Buh anyway. I dun wanna tell him that I'm fallin for him Really fast bekuhz I'm not sure if he feelz the same for me. T3T. Truth iz that When I first met him in 8th grade I could care less kuhz I didn't like him at all. One I didn't Knoe him && 2 kuhz he didn't appeal tooh me. It was always a glemce in the hallz. Plus he had a Girl Friend. Buh when I got tooh knoe him a little bit better sumthin in mai system told me tooh never loose contact. && i Didn't. ♥ I finally called him over the 8th Grade summer. At that time I had sumbodii else wantin too go wit me buh I wanted too see if [ He] Had a girlfriend. I'd ask him out one of those days if he didn't. lolz. Bh again he did. Sooh Stupid me, I went out wit the other guy. That was such a stupid miztake. Buh He still keep in touch with me durin the summer. We stayed up over the nights && talked over the fone about nuthin'. Even when he went too Canada He found a way tooh call. lolz. He tol me the otha day He was gonna ask me out that nite, Buh I was going out wit sumbodii && i think I was angry with him. lolz. :B I ignored his calls in 9th grade. I thought he didn't like me at all kuhz again he had another girlfriend. It was hard to forget about him buh I decided to call him 9th grade summer. I thought he had forgotten about me.If he did I would have been like "umm I think that I have the wrong number. Wait whose Creg? *click*" lolz. Buh SUPRISINGLY he didn't. :]  Oohh I remeber when Titanic came on && he was like I was the Girl && he was the Guy ( && we were not together at this time. ♥ __♥ Buh anyway he said that he gave his life just too save mines. It was sooh Sweet. See The simple thingz like that make me happi. Daymn I wanna watch that movie now. lolz. && when the pplz came with the Boat he was like "Yoohr sooh Slow Bre. Go catch the Boat." lolz. && when she let him go He was like " NoOoO Bre wat yooh do? I tol yooh not tooh Lat go !". T3T I'm sry. lolz. Buh afterwards he was like," I saved yooh sooh yooh could live wat would yooh do ?" I said that I wouldn't let go Kuhz I couldn't live without sumbodii that made me sooh happi. Buh I dun think he heard me. T3T. Buh itz such a cute movie. Buh theres more than jest sweet moments tooh This relationship. lolz. the end of 9th grade summer && sum of first semeseter at skwel he ignored me. He was never home. && I was sad. I was being silly Kuhz we weren't goin out buh in mai mind we were. lolz. I'd invite him to places && he wouldn't go. I'da call && he'd say he'd call bakk buh never did. I had givin up in us. Buh i wanted tooh tell him how much he ment tooh me. Sooh I told Mai Bestiestest (lolz. ♥) Friend tooh let him knoe for me kuhz i couldn't be the one tooh tell him. I'd just say "dun talk tooh me no more kk?"&& that would be the end of that.  Sooh she did it for me. && I think it was about a week && he didn't reply. lolz. Knowin me I was thinkin that he had no feelinz for me. That being bad on mai Part. Kuhz no matter how much I said that i wanted to forget about him, I couldn't. Stupid Conscience. >3<. I think he was goin out wit sumbodii at that time tooh. I went out wit a couple pplz tooh. buh they're not nuthin to talk about kuhz i knew it wouldn't last when they keep callin me Sexii. Rawr !! I'm not that. I'm Cute && Adorable. Nuthin More nuthin less. Buh Then he called me on Halloween && I didn't want to answer at all. I even got him sumthin for hiz B-day. buh I ate it. lolz. =D && it was Guhd !! Buh He called &7 tol me that he really wanted tooh see me && I said "Eh heh Sure" && I remember that kuhz thats mai Favorite catch phrase. lolz. Buh again, I invited him to Six Flags, Got mai Hopes up...He didn't call. Oh wait that was before the letter tooh him from mai Friend. OxO. Oppz. lolz. Buh yeah Then I told him that I was goin tooh the movies one weekend && He thought I was lyin kuhz I said I wasn't gone try ntuhin like that no more tooh get mah Hopes Up && Brought Right bakk down. Then He called &7 asked if i was really goin && I was right infront of the Theater && he tol me that he was on hiz way. I didn't believe him one bit. That iz till i went into the theater waited for the movie && he calls Again && asked where i was. I thought he was gonna be like Well Yeah I caint go buh he was like I see a girl talkin on a fone in a green sweatsuit....&& it was a girl infront of me wit a brown outfit on. SOoh I deff. Thought that he was pullin mai Chain. lolz. then I say him walk in the front door. ♥ I think it was 2 yrs since I've seen him.hrm yep yepp && he had gotten taller. I'm 5"8 sooh that makes him what ??? lolz. buh He gave a big Bear hug && Mai Smile didn't go away that nite.  =) Pizturz lie. Let me tell yooh that. lolz. I could've sworn he was gonna be shorter than me. lolz. && soh into the movie where we were hittin each other && pullin each otha hair. I'd be pokin him && stuff then kickin Neicey. Cammi was tooh far away. Buh I thouht that this was a friend - Friend thing. Like NO date && it WASN'T. Buh we didn't talk && i watched the movie for a while.. It didn't make a lick of sense. DUN GO SEE THE RETURN !! X] sooh I poked him again && across him lap && tried tooh sufficate me. Rawr !! lolz. Buh then I went too sleep. I mean guhnessnass that movie is sooh BORIN !! After mai Nap, He was pokein me && then he jest looked at me. KNowin me I was like WAT !! lolz. && he was like "Yooh not gonna give me a kiss ??" Ha !! NoOoO. 4 wat yoohr not mai Boi Friend. I turn bakk around. Him=" Mann Bre They ain't lookin". I wanted tooh say itz not about who was lookin itz about how Yooh'd get a kiss && then go on && forget about me. Ahh that makez me wanna crya tear....*tear* lolz. ♥. I dun know what happened buh Him && me were kissin. && I would have pulled away, If I didn't think that this was how it was supposed to be. lolz. && it was no peck on the lipz mai Friend. hahaha. ♥ Grr !! lilz Boi Dun listen ! lolz. Buh I liked it. I kept mai self from wantin too give him another kiss. Buh He did it himself. lolz. I didn't do nuthin. I was still in shock. hahaha. ♥ "Yepp Yepp he's definetly gonna forget about me.. again." Sooh I played it off like nuthin happened. Buh then on 11.13.06 in the afternoon. He asked me out. Ohh thats that moday after the movie thing happened saturday. I'm never gonna forget that one. lolz. Buh I think it could last. I dun wanna hear that from pple tho'. The make me feel like I'm going to get bored. Kuhz I usually do. T3T. Buh itz not gonna happen this time !! Been through alot of emotionz tooh get with this one.  && it feelz like I was ment tooh be with him. lolz Buh I dun wanna fall Fast. God Plz dun let me. I won't allow all mai emotionz go to waste on the emotionz i went through for 2 years straight. lolz. ♥. Buh Otay tay. this has turned into a Story More the less a Random Rant. ^_^. Welps Its about that time for me to go get sumthin to eat. Yeah i stayed up late until 12 this mornin && still am sleep kuhz skwelz toohmoroow i gotta get this stuff dun to this thing we call hair. lolz. && on top of that I gotta get mai scheduale right. Mooooo*** lolz. Life is sooh hard buh worth it sumthimes. Oh Merry B-Lated X-mas && stuff. lolz. I got this From Mai New Babii Rabbit: lolz. I loved mai Christmas this year. ♥. Oh && ignore mai face. Mai sister says i look like an ethiopian child who iz caught of guard. lolz. Mai mommie took it the one day i got tooh sleep in mi bed after a few Weekz. lolz. Buh otay tay. Lotz of Love tooh One && All. Later Terms. Enjoy the songs on the Page !! ♥Bre AkA Kitti |
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There's someone out there for everyone,
except this is like the world's
largest game of hide & go seek,
& you bet that boy found
the best hiding spot there
& he's waiting for you to find him.
Or better yet,
maybe he'll get tired of waiting
& find you instead. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ && so I found out what I was ment tooh do. Itz stupid I know buh I was ment tooh be with him. I try not tooh say stupid things like this Kuhz i knoe If we broke up I'd regret everyword of it. ♥ && i'd be right bakk to where i started. Hopeless Loverville *sigh* |
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| Question of the Day: When Yoohr going out with sombodii are they supose to be the other half yoohr looking for?? Or is that a Myth tooh keep everone in the world feeling lyk a half ? HoLa ChIcAs !! Merry Christmas !! |
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